Portraits

These are the best portraits I have made so far during my sabbatical. Also, during my sabbatical, I learned to spell sabbatical. 

List

Another list before I forget

Birds between California and Idaho
Common Loon (Echo lake)
Eared grebe (Echo lake)
Common Merganser (Echo lake)
Red-breasted nuthatch (Echo lake)
White-breasted nuthatch (Echo lake)
Townsend's solitaire (Echo lake)
Robin (Echo lake)
Stellar's Jay (Echo lake)
Mountain chickadee (Echo lake)
Hermit thrush (Echo lake)
Spotted towhee (Echo lake)
White-crowned sparrow (Echo lake)
California gull (Echo lake)
Golden eagle
Red-tailed hawk
Prairie falcon
American kestrel
Wrentit
Pacific wren (just learned winter wren has been split. The other's include Winter wren in the eastern US and Eurasian wren in the rest of the world.)
House wren
Oak titmouse
Band-tailed pigeon
Northern mockingbird
Dark-eyed junco
Raven

Post Hike Post

A hike did happen but not the entire John Muir Trail. Maybe next summer. My associate and I hiked from Yosemite Valley to Tuolumne Meadows and through Lyle Canyon. It became clear that at our hiking rate we would not make it in the time that I had scheduled. Perhaps I was being optimistic. Quitting decided, we turned around and hitchhiked to Echo Lake. Seconds after we showed the road our thumbs, Mark pulled over. He was a retired man from New Hampshire who spends his free time hiking and climbing mountains. He was on his way to Reno when he picked us up and realized that Lake Tahoe was on the way (or could be with a slight detour), so he offered to take us all the way. I told him he could stay with us at my cabin.

When we got to Echo Lake, I hiked to the cabin to get the boat. Unfortunately I was greeted with a broken window and, upon further inspection, a mess in the kitchen from the bear that broke the window. After retrieving my two associates from the end of the lake, the three of us got to work cleaning up bear mess. In edition to the food all over the floor and the broken glass, the fridge was stinky and moldy. Either the bear had inadvertently closed the door or the last person at the cabin forgot to leave the fridge open. Either way, someone is in trouble.

All for now.

A list of animals seen:
Birds:
Mourning Dove
Eurasian collared dove
Band-tailed pigeon
Red-tailed hawk
Osprey
American kestrel
Red-shouldered hawk
Turkey vulture
Spotted owl
Northern pygmy owl
Great blue heron
Great egret
Spotted sandpiper
Killdeer
Black oyster-catcher
Robin
Steller's jay
Pileated woodpecker
Downy woodpecker
Williamson's sapsucker
Hairy woodpecker
Northern flicker
Yellow-rumped warbler
Orange-crowned warbler
European Starling
White-breasted nuthatch
Red-breasted nuthatch
Brown creeper
Black phoebe
Mountain chickadee
Chestnut-backed chickadee
Brewer's blackbird
Barn swallow
White pelican
Brown pelican
Double-crested cormorant
Herring gull
Heerman's gull
Gray jay
Dark-eyed junco
Brown towhee
Spotted towhee
Northern mockingbird
Caspian tern
Anna's hummingbird
Rufus hummingbird
Common merganser
Mallard
Avocet
California quail
Turkey
Pine siskin
American goldfinch
Pine grosbeak
Common rave
American crow
Eared grebe
Western grebe
Common loon
Western meadowlark
Mammals:
River otter
Columbia ground squirrel
Golden-manteled ground squirrel
Douglas squirrel Gray Squirrel
Fox squirrel
Gray fox
Bob cat
Coyote
Snowshoe hare
Black-tailed jackrabbit
Mule deer
Striped skunk
Raccoon
Yellow-bellied marmot
Harbor seal
Common dolphin
Reptiles:
Sierra garter snake
Amphibians:
Northern red-legged frog
Rough-skinned newt
San Diego alligator lizard

More Research Materials

Lightweight tent, the Contrail from Tarp Tent. It weighs in at 24.5 oz. That doesn't include the trekking pole used to make it stand up. 

My plan is to leave Boise by car on Labor Day and head to Auburn, California where Tyler will drive me and an associate to Yosemite Valley. The following morning the associate and I will begin our hike of the John Muir Trail. That is the plan. As with so many plans this summer, fire is threatening to block our way. We are forging ahead and plans and preparations are continuing apace. But we are keeping our options open, or rather I am keeping our options open. If the park is closed, we will head to the coast. Maybe the Olympic Peninsula or the Lost Coast. A hike will happen. 

Sabbatical Hay Barn

Here I am after moving 12 tons of hay (four on my own and eight with help from local reggae dj Doctor Fresh). 

It sounds very impressive, moving 12 tons of hay, but it was done one bale at a time. Twenty bales makes a ton, roughly. One thing I learned, and I learned it the hard way, is that long pants and long sleeves are a must when stacking hay. It doesn't matter how hot it is. I moved four tons in shorts and for hours after I felt like John McCain during his first year as a POW in Vietnam - like I was covered in thousands of micro cuts.

John Muir

and his trail.

The first two weeks of September will be spent hiking from Yosemite Valley to Mt. Whitney.  These are the shoes that I am going to wear: Altra Lone Peaks.

I am kind of a sucker for "innovations" and the like in the footwear world. Deep down inside I do not believe that high performance shoes are better or will improve my performance. But on the surface I believe it. I like to think that the large toe box, a term I hear runners and other foot fetishists use, will keep my forefoot happy. There is also a strong plastic plate in the sole to protect my foot from rocks.

 
As you can see in the above photograph, the bottom of this fine shoe has what appears to be a human-like footprint to alert other human-likes (and nonhuman-likes alike) to my presence.

The shoe comes equipped with a velcro tab for lightweight running gaiters. The gaiters come in many colors such as tie-die, skull and cross bone, Wild Thang (leopard print), Ballsey (beach balls), Bowling for Dirt and Topo Map. Basically loud and ugly.

But in reality, $20 Walmart shoes work fine. I know this because a friend, Chuckie V, has hiked the Pacific Crest Trail twice on Walmart shoes. For what it's worth, and apparently it's worth a lot, the Altras are made in the US, without slave labor or anything approaching slave labor.

Other items I will need for my research include a lightweight tent like this one, and a camera. I may use a camera I already have but the only small digital camera I have is my phone. I am even considering using film.

Lewis, Twain, Clark, Muir

I am starting to think that my interests are in America(na). Mark Twain, Lewis and Clark, the Sierra Nevada, Ansel Adams, John Muir, Redwood trees.

Here are two more books to add to my library of research materials. I have also been listening to Undaunted Courage by Stephen Ambrose on CD. Ambrose is clearly smitten with Messrs. Lewis and Clark. He writes statements like, "If Lewis and Clark said they heard the sound, you can be sure that it occurred," implying that their words are their bonds. In fact he says that very statement about both explorers more than once. Yet Mr. Ambrose also admits that Lewis lied to the Shoshone among others. 

Whilst looking for books about or by Lewis and or Clark, I stumbled upon a book by a 16 year old boy who attempted to climb Mt. Everest. When I opened the book, the pictured Lewis and Clark Explorer ID card fell out. I disguised the boy as Groucho Marks. There is no evidence that this ID card resembles in any way the cards carried by Lewis or Clark. Neither is there evidence that they carried ID cards.

Nature

Thinking of ways to make art about nature without the art being of nature might be a losing battle. You didn't know I was trying to do that? Me neither. But I think I have been trying to do that for years and should admit it. At least I should admit it to myself. The first step to solving a problem is admitting there is is a problem - or something like that. And then there is atonement. To atone I will make landscape photographs. Pretty ones, maybe even of Yosemite (but probably not of Yosemite).

(I just looked up the twelve steps and there is no atonement but there is a lot of God. Admit you have a problem and let God do the rest. Then tell people about it).

When I first started teaching photography my students would say, "We get it, you hate Ansel Adams." I felt terrible. I have never hated that guy. Nor his photographs. I don't know what I did to get that reputation. I also got, "We get it, you like boring photography." They were always saying "we get it." For the record, I would love to be able to print as beautifully as Ansel Adams.

Carlton E. Watkins - Landscape photographer. With the right hat I could look a lot like him. The next challenge is to make photographs like his.

Just between you and me, I predict a resurgence in nature photography.

I am planning to hike the John Muir Trail in September. I will not be taking the view camera. Unless I can talk one of the horses or alpacas into coming with me.

As soon as I make a "nature photograph" I will post it.

Art

If I were a scientist this wouldn't seem as important, but I am an artist, with a capital A or just a regular A probably, so I have been making stuff that might be art or may lead to art. These were made with the intent of making Platinum/palladium prints. I did make some. I plan to make more later this week.

Eon with a light leak (not his fault)

Luke

Sam

Alexa

Anne

Size Matters

 I think that is what you are supposed to title anything that has to do with size. 

As indicated earlier somewhere, this blog will be self serving. Me rambling about things rolling around in my head. This post is no different. 

I am a fan of small houses. It is rare that I look at a huge house and think, “I could live there.” It is rare but not unheard of. Some of the old mansions on Warm Springs Ave in Boise,  for example, particularly the more gothic homes with old trees and hedges, strike my fancy. But when I think about building a house it is often a tree house or tree house sized. Sometimes I think my ideal abode would be a one-room cabin with a bed, a table with two chairs, a sink and a stove -not unlike Thoreau’s cabin in Concord, Massachusetts. I would of course want a refrigerator but that could be outside under a tiny shed-roof to protect it from the elements. If this fantasy cabin ends up in bear-country then I would have to enclose the fridge to protect it from marauding caniforms, or doglike carnivores. Apparently bears are doglike. (Also, whales and dolphins are bear’s closest living relatives. That’s why they are always placed near each other in zoos.) This affinity for the small house would explain why I like the work of Andrea Zittel. I am sitting in a room in my house that could fit nine Zittel’s (an estimate) with room to enter and exit – more if getting in and out wasn’t important. Each one of those is a potential living space and nine of them could fit in one room in my home. For the record, I live in what is considered a small house in this country (name of country withheld).

The obvious difficulty with living in a small space is stuff. For example, I have a couple thousand records – vinyl records. Not only do they take up a lot of space, they weigh a lot. In digital form, they would be practically weightless. But then they would no longer be records. The idea or ideal if you will, of living in a small cabin quickly becomes a hording situation when I imagine a sweet, cozy cabin with all of my possessions in it. So I attempt to dispose – one way or another – of some of this stuff. Some stuff I need. But in reality I hardly need anything. But for the sake of this subject I’ll say that I need some of my stuff. The records, and therefore the record player(s) go under the need heading. You noticed the s did you? Ok. Perhaps I only need one, not six record players (but I really want one of these). The record player requires a couple other components in order to work: Amplifier or receiver (probably receiver because it has more functions, thus saving space), and at least two speakers. Then there are boxes and drawers full of photos. Those also go under the need heading. Many of them are family photos and some of them are my family. I have been known to acquire photos at thrift stores etc. of strangers. Strangers are not really the subject of said photos but as most photos are of people I do not know they are of strangers. I could look through these and dispose of the nonessentials. Like music, they could be digitized but like records, then they would no longer be what they currently are.

There are also the animals. Some live in the house but most require their own houses - so those buildings don't count for the purposes of this small house imagining. 

This could go on but I do not feel up to listing everything. The point is clearly that I have a lot of stuff and do not want to get rid of it. This brings up a solution that is also a problem. If I built this cozy cabin, the cabin could be for living and a storage facility could be for stuff. Just knowing the stuff is still there and still mine is half the allure. When I moved to Boston for school, I did not bring my record collection. For a few years, I didn’t have my record collection but I knew where it was (It was in a closet getting leaked on in my mother’s house - just C thru D). But having another building so I can live in a smaller building defeats at least one purpose; smaller footprint). But I am not getting rid of my some of my stuff. Most of it. I imagine this storage unit organized like a backroom in a museum. Shelves, flat-files, climate control. I would call it The Archive.  One drawer might be labeled, Socks: winter and another drawer, Skulls: birds, and a third might read Hard drives and or Battery Chargers. And the tiny cabin could be curated from The Archive’s contents from time to time – maybe every season. There could be a summer record selection and a winter selection. In the fall I could have my Eames plywood chairs at the table and switch to the rustic, handmade chairs in the spring. I’d switch Pendleton blankets four, no, ten times a year. 

When backpacking, one of the rules is that every thing that one packs must serve more than one purpose. For instance, I use the same titanium cook pot to cook with, eat from, and drink from. But at home not only must every item serve one purpose, I tend to have many items that serve the same purpose. I have 4 or 5 different coffee making devices, and I sometimes consider adding more, like this one. 

But this is all one really needs. A delicious cup of coffee was made for me by favorite mathematician, number theorist, statistician, chemist, amateur emcee, F. Butch Conlan, using this set up. 

Run, bike, hike

One of the goals I've set for myself for the next few months is to get fit. Pardon me for stating the obvious, but getting fit used to be a lot easier. Perhaps because I was fitter. The journey from fit-ish to fit was a short one. But the likelier culprit is my age. My age is older than it ever was. Running, which has been my go to fitness move, is harder than before. The first day running after a long time off is understandably difficult. My legs usually feel heavy and I tend to run little and walk a lot. But, in the past, that heavy feeling went away within a couple days. These days, these days of advanced age, the heavy feeling lingers. It comes and goes. Today for example, my legs felt heavy and I felt like I was slow but I was consciously trying hard. I ran 6 miles in 49 minutes and 23 seconds. I was trying for an hour and suspected that I had run for over an hour so, all things considered, I was pleased.

Cycling is another fitness hobby I engage in, but it requires more prep time and more stuff. Special shoes, spandex clothing, helmet, repair kit, pump and snacks etc. Whereas running simply requires feet. OK; shoes, shorts, t-shirt. And a hat and gloves in cold weather. Cycling does appeal to the gear (toy) lover in me. Bike parts are pretty seductive things. When I visit a new city I seek out bike shops just to look. They are like museums, museums of the new or the now - either one. I like camping stores for the same reason, all that neat stuff. I never buy any of it but I like to look. In truth, to digress a bit (or maybe I'll just change the title of this post) I am a firm believer in ultra-light backpacking. When I think back on backpacking trips, or trips in general, I remember the stuff I brought but didn't need, like that third pair of underwear or that second pair of pants. Or that book. If I am hiking far, I have no time to read. I walk, eat, and sleep. Very little is required to do those things successfully. Yet part of me wants every version of camping stove ever made. Last time I backpacked I used a stove made from an aluminum can and it worked great. A couple tablespoons of denatured alcohol, fire and five minutes later the water is at a rolling boil. When Yvon Chouinard, founder of Patagonia, was asked if all that gear was necessary he said no. I wish I knew the exact quote but the gist of it was that you can go out and enjoy nature, adventure etc. without Gortex, or any of the fancy stuff he manufactures. I think he even said he hardly uses any of the stuff his company sells.

Dick Proenneke was not exactly a minimalist but I like his style:



Yesterday a backpack from Gossamer Gear arrived in the mail. It weighed less than the envelope it came in. $24 seemed cheap, or a good deal rather, for a backpack but when I held it in my hand it felt like a lot of money, and pound per pound it was. This tiny backpack was definitely more expensive, even on sale, than gold (not literally). But gold is heavy and pretty useless on the trail and it hardly ever goes on sale, so I guess it isn't a fair comparison. This backpack is not for long excursions, in fact it is the kind of backpack you could carry in your backpack or your back pocket. It would be a fun challenge to see if I could use it for a weekend trip. The obvious drawback with super lightweight gear is that it is not as tough as other gear. If I were to use it with any serious amount of weight inside, I would be tempted to bring duct tape for inevitable repairs. Duct tape is heavy, so I might as well use a tougher, heavier bag. It reminds me of the old adage, the lighter your bike the heavier your lock. If you have a 15 lb bike you need a 10 lb lock to protect it. If you have a 20 lb bike, a 5 lb lock will do. I am not a math person but every way I approach that word problem, I come up with 25 lbs.

Adventure Car

Lately I have been lamenting the loss of my Volkswagen camper van. "Loss" is not an accurate word for what happened to it; it was sold to a guy named Anthony in Placer County California.  Lately I have been captivated by the Vanagon. The front view, the full frontal, is graphically captivating with three small circles in a row: headlight, VW emblem, and finally, other headlight. And those in a horizontal line in the center of what is often a lovely shade of brown, butter-yellow or orange. Delicious. (I do not normally use the word delicious when not talking about food. I usually say yummy). 

These images are borrowed from the Internet. If I can improve on these,  I will return them to the Internet and replace them with my own. 

The van I had was a 1965 camper van in my favorite car color, beige. There was no poptop but it did have a sink, tables, a closet, a bed and an icebox. It was the best vehicle for adventures (vehicle based adventures) that I ever had. The one glitch with a car of that vintage was that eventually everything had to be replaced. Sometimes it was a simple thing like the starter. Other times it was less simple but still simple for people of a certain skill type, e.g. people who are as good at putting things together as they are at taking them apart. Those less simple things included the clutch, transmission and engine. I recall driving from Arcata, California to Auburn, California, having to hold the gear shift to keep it from popping out of gear. Which makes enjoying the drive unlikely. One spring break, on a trip to San Diego with Dr. Matt, we ended up stuck in a traffic jam. It turns out air-cooled engines do not like to idle for hours. When traffic finally started to move we heard a bang coming from the back of the van and for the rest of the trip the car was running on three cilinders - but three out of four isn't bad. When I was back home I asked a kid in my figure drawing class how his spring break was. It turned out he was in a car accident on I 5, the car accident, on I 5. I told him he owed me an engine.

I'm the kind of guy who prefers form over function, so those glitches were nothing compared with how great the van looked to me. And when it worked, it worked well. It was like a great tent on wheels. And with no engine sticking out the front it was easy to parallel park.

This sabbatical and AHI fellowship has gotten me thinking about travel, adventure, camping - the stuff Lewis and Clark did. So I fantasize about a vehicle made for just that purpose. I know what you're thinking, Lewis and Clark had canoes. I like those too.

Sun Valley

I spent the last two or three days with a colleague. We drove from Boise, Idaho to Hailey. In Hailey, we stayed with friends, played Dictionary, and enjoyed the company of our gracious hosts, their niece and nephew from New Mexico and some very fine dogs, Wiley and Charlie.

After a night at the house in Hailey, we explored, via my car, roads to ride for a future bike trip. I'll think of it as training for my research adventures. 

Beavers can really change the landscape from a typical riverbed in an arid canyon into a lush marsh. The above marsh is popular with moose. 

This is where the road ended for us. If we were on bicycles we could have continued.

Birds: Long-billed curlew, Red-naped sapsucker, Stellar's jay, Black-capped chickadee, Western Taneger, Bullock's oriel, Dark-eyed junco, Black-headed gross-beak, House finch, Pine siskin, Swainson's hawk, American kestrel, Red-tailed hawk, Mallard, Yellow warbler, Yellow-rumped warbler, Violet-green swallow, Red-winged blackbird, Brewer's blackbird, Calliope hummingbird. 

More on record keeping

I realize that the title of this sounds like "Moron record keeping," but that is alright with me as that is  how I often feel when it comes to record keeping.

Another step toward keeping track of stuff. Most of the training diaries that I found, even one from Runner's World, were too fancy. They were full of dietary tips, training tips, photos, and, yuck, inspirational quotes. One had emoticons to circle to indicate whether you smiled or frowned during your run. This one was the simplest and cheapest, like me, simple and cheap (for that is the goal, right?). This one does have words of wisdon like:

Runners share a secret. We know we may look and act a little weird by the standards of the sitdown world, but we know too that our running is settting free the thoughts, words and sensations which stagnate in non-movers

What I Talk about When I Talk about Running was born out of a journal that Murakami wrote while training for the New York Marathon. That is about all I can say about the book other than I own a copy and that I have wanted the book since I first heard of it in or around 2007.

Record keeping

One reason for this blog is to keep track of stuff. I also have a notebook for record keeping, which is another way of saying keeping track of stuff.

This notebook is from Muji.

On the left are lists of birds. It is important for me to keep track of the birds I see everyday for obvious reasons. On the right is a drawing of what I hope will be translated into and actual backdoor for a cabin that I am closely associated with. Under the door is a sketch of a poet featured in the book the Dharma Bums and whose children I used to know. Japhy Rider was his name in the Karouac book and Gary Snyder is his actual name. This is becoming a tangent but I will continue to digress a moment longer. The closest I get to writing poetry is drawing a poet. I admit to being a philistine when it comes to poetry, but I like Snyder because he loves nature (who doesn't you might ask?) and specifically writes about the nature - the land - that I am most familiar with, the Sierra Nevada. Maybe it is the land that I am most in love with rather than most familiar with.

Back to the subject at hand. Record keeping. I find notebooks aesthetically pleasing - other people's notebooks. Even Kevin Spacey's notebooks in the movie 7 or Seven and those of brother of Robert Crumb, Charles Crumb's complete with its "graphomania" as R. Crumb called it.

But my own... not so pretty or visually compelling. So, I think it might be a good idea to hire a person with nice pen chops to remake my notebooks. I am not picturing calligraphy but I wont rule that out. I know quite a few women with lovely handwriting, Jenny Hunter, Jen Beeman, and this old lady who used to spend several minutes writing a check at the fish market in Berkeley (they were works of art in the high craftiest meaning of the word and worth every minute the customers behind her had to wait). But these women write in too feminine a style for my journals. That said, I will take all applicants for the job. I will pay up to $1 per word. Did I say word? That's not what I meant.  Price negociable. Celebrities will of course be given preference. Imagine the title: Jonathan Sadler's Journal as Handwritten by William Bradley "Brad" Pitt or "A Journal by Jonathan Sadler Handwritten by Destiny Hope Cyrus, the Only Celebrity Whose Real Name Sounds More Made up Than Her Stage Name." A group that will be given only slightly less consideration is well known scientists, poets, writers and talkshow hosts: E. O. Wilson, Billy Collins, Marilynne Robinson and Oprah Winfrey for example.

Step one

Or step two: Buy strings. I think step one was being at a friend's house while looking like I could play the banjo.

Stuff

I admire people who have very few possessions. People like Gandhi and Chuck. Although, one of the ways Chuck ended up with few possessions was by giving them to me. Gandhi never gave me anything. After Chuck's visit last summer, I now have almost every book ever written concerning the Pacific Crest Trail. I also have three or four nice pairs of telemarking and cross country skis. One pair I found in a dumpster, I already owned a pair, and Chuck gave me three pair - hence my three or four.

I've always found a well organized workshop a thing of beauty. No offense to you, oh youthful unknown reader, but I associate a neat workshop with old men. It is especially appealing to me when the workshop has one of each essential tool, not several of each, like mine (although calling what I have a "workshop" is a stretch). I aspire to be the kind of guy who has one tape measure (as opposed to eight), one square, one level, one drill, one laser guided mitre saw. At our house we have at least five cordless drills. One is an impact driver but it still adds to the redundancy of use. When I walk the isles of my local hardware store (a quaint little shop called The Home Depot) I have to stop myself from picking up another tape measure, speed square or pair of pliers. I am particularly drawn to Channel-locks and vice grips. And clamps.

Perhaps contradictorily, I like collections. I like my record collection almost as much for its looks as I do for its sound. In fact, I look at it a lot more than I listen to it. But a record collection is a bunch of things that looks similar but are different - as different as the Beatles and the Rolling Stones, or Rubber Soul  and Abby Road, or The Specials and Special AKA. A Makita drill and a Dewalt drill can both make holes an 1/8 inch diameter. They can also both drive screws into a board.

I think this is my complicated way of reminding my self to simplify x 3.